Welcome to F7. It's
an interesting, never dull place where honesty
prevails, not hate. If it was hate, I wouldn't be
here. I can't stand hate. I do remember six or
seven months ago, when I first arrived, the
postings seemed stronger than they really were. I
now understand it was my fragile and raw state. I
was one of those Tonette spoke of; in it hook, line
and sinker for nearly thirty years, not having one
inkling of the real Mahararji, just the stage
version.
Maybe you've been out for a while, and have the
luxury of getting your life together, but the
residual affects can be deep. This forum can be a
catalyst that causes a separating action, then
these false doctrines and truths can bubble to the
top. Very healthy. Otherwise they hide and linger
in our psyche, incapacitating us or even making us
ill, and we have no idea why. Can you imagine going
to a doctor, explaining symptoms but never
divulging the years spent in the cult and the shock
of exiting? The treatment could take years and
still the root cause would not be eradicated. So
yes, at times anger comes out and that isn't bad.
It can facillitate healing. Staying angry forever
might not be great.
In the beginning, I thought yes, Maharaji should
fess up and apologize. It now amazes me to think of
him in those terms of integrity. It would be like
the chairman of Enron, the CEO's of the tobacco
industry, Adolf Hitler, vaccine manufacturers, in
short any intity that has made their millions off
of scamming, conning, lying, abusing innocent
people for their greedy gain. It just isn't going
to happen. He knows he would be legally liable and
he doesn't have enough money for the lawsuits that
would ensue. Can you imagine?
Imagaine him admitting it was all a scam, he
wasn't the lord incarnate. There's not a court in
this country that wouldn't require him to make
immediate restitution. It's called fraud. Have you
ever known a corporation to admit to fraud? Not
willingly. Look at Firestone and Ford.
No, Odwalla and Tylenol are the only two that took
immediate responsibility in an open and frank way,
sacrificing profits for public safety.
Maharaji is a thief. An out and out thief. He
stole people's hearts, minds, bodies, lives,
families, careers, trust funds, homes, food out of
their babie's mouths, clothes off their children's
backs, and affection for their parents, many of
whom have long ago left this world. He also stole
the innocense of childhood by bringing child
molesting rapists to his devotee's children and not
stopping it, thereby perpetuating it.
Yes Maharaji is a perfect master; he is the
master of the perfect con.
So step in and get rid of the depression. Find a
therapist who knows about the special affects cults
have. Otherwise, start the process here of getting
the infection out of your system. It's been there
too long.
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